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Tuesday, September 29, 2009

one

My toes suddenly hurt. It's weird. Anyways,
I've lost my girlfriend, my job, my sense of security, a few friends, 15 pounds, my adolescence, and a few other things all within 1 year of this week. It all started with the girlfriend , and even though I was over that long ago it started a downward spiral of sorts. This year I have hit some of my highest highs and my lowest lows. I went through a time where i didn't know what to believe or who to trust.
Now the point of this is to reveal the irony of my life. It tickles me that through all of these things that I have experienced I have been molded and formed into a functioning member of society, something I could have sworn would have taken me years. What I thought was a hinderance, was actually a vehicle to reach maturity. I am not there yet but this is a start.
Even though the title of this first blog may seem dreary, the overall message is to reveal the wonders that is adulthood (and maybe to embrace some childhood memories) Contradictory , I know.
I may be an adult, but I by no means am a man. It is a very long road to"man-hood", and hopefully this will be a great tool to chronicle my ways.

"You can't truly believe in something until you have doubted it"

Until the next time I find my self board at panera,
Landen