Lately I've been living in very numb and Grey world. Not much I experience gives me great joy but nothing makes me upset. I guess I'd rather feel nothing than pain.... Isn't that a song?
Up until this weekend nothing has really bothered me or moved me in any kind of way. I guess every since I started my new job getting back into a drone like routine after having months of freedom can really take its toll. I still can't figure out why I felt this way.
This weekend something really changed, it's like I woke up out of a mindless slumber. I have started writing again, and I even picked up a guitar...... yeah it's a big deal.
I'm regaining interests and enjoying things more, it is like I have been cured of a disease I didn't know I had.
I'm glad that stage is over.
Though my awakening I have found myself incredibly intrigued by the story of Lucifer and all the different theories behind his fall. It blows my mind that he was God's favorite creation and when he exhaled music filled the air. The bible says that he was covered in any type of precious stone you can imagine. In Latin Lucifer actually means " Light bearer". Far from the little red devil that is projected to us today. I wish I could be a fly on the wall when he sang.....
It's funny how many people take one line of scripture and can interpret it hundreds of different ways and form doctrines off of those. It makes me chuckle that as humans we try and take faith out of anything. I think that is what people forget the most about any type of belief system, that it is in fact a "belief system" meaning it takes faith. Which makes me understand those that can't believe in such a thing.
Lets be honest here, the idea of God is a pretty far leap. It's not the easiest concept to grasp.
Christians need to stop shoving doctrine in peoples face. well not just Christians, every religion. Be the example your supposed to be and stop worrying about the petty things. I want to love like Jesus, I want to be a "little Christ". Its funny how many Christians dont match the definition of there own religion. I think it was Paul that first used that term (don't quote me on that) but what he said was we need to be little Jesus'.
Jesus hung out with the scum of the earth, weather they believed he was the son of god or not.
I know I'm not there, but hey baby steps.
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