Today i was running extremely late so i decided to go ahead and make the choice to just skip my first class. I dont know if that was a good choice or not.
So lately god has been teaching me some very odd stuff in some pretty humorous ways.
I have found out that i dont really listen very well, to anyone. It's odd because I used to be great at that and people always came to me with problems, but now i feel i put on this "loud and over the top" facade just to make people laugh and make them feel good.
The truth is that is not really me.
I want to make everyone happy and make sure everyone is laughing but I have realized that while i put on this show i ignore people and god when they talk
I'm slowly returning to the person i used to be. as i grow closer to death each day i learn to cherish expiriences and people so much more. I'm sick and tired of living my life for other people. Even though it's selfish to live only for yourself, there needs to be a good balance.
Whatever, I feel very scatterbrained right now
have a beautiful day
lando
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